Thursday, June 7, 2012

The Curveball


Life is not predictable. Just when I thought I had a little traction on the job-front, things keep changing for me.  I’m able to roll with the punches and be open for any ‘pitch’ that may be thrown my way, but with each strike, I lose some motivation.  From one day to the next, I find myself contemplating my actions, or lack thereof and wonder if this contentment is enough for me?  Without a schedule, life can be a challenge to keep on track and bring focus on the end goal – employment. 
   
Would my perfect scenario really manifest for me?  I visualize it, but why do I feel that it may just be too good to be true?  I am conditioned to believe a certain way, and it needs to change in order for me to be okay with today and stop worrying about tomorrow.  I will continue to put myself out there and take on another reporting assignment.  The first one helped build a lot of confidence in my writing skills.  I’m a Reporter! 

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